Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Past the weekend

Push-up's
Sorry for the delayed update. I have been so busy lately. Friday I had to go into work early at 6am. I was not able to do my push-up's on Friday till about 5pm. My whole weekend and this week seems to be filled with church and work. Monday's push up seemed to be harder for me even though I was doing less.

Water
I have also had gotten away from the water this weekend. We had one of my son's friends stay the night and we had pizza and root beer. I have started drinking some so called miracle juice called Mona Vie (the purple one) every morning. It's an acai berry juice blend.

Sin Conceived
Changing course on you here, I would like to say I am a poor christian. I do not know how to slow my temper at times. My wife got up late this morning, which put her in a sour mood. That's understandable though. Since she got up late, she was not able to make sure I got up on time, and I ended up getting up late too. This put me in a sour mood and being in my sour mood, I did not want to hear about her sour mood. I know this was selfish of me. I got up in a rush without God, biggest mistake. So in anticipation for her sour mood, I built up anxiety waiting to hear from her. The first thing she said was not even a complaint, it was just the tone in which she spoke to me that set me off. I spit my wrath back at her, based on perception that was not even valid. She did not deserve this. I felt/feel horrible for this. I am so sorry if you read this Stacey. From that point forward I was an emotional roller coaster. I thought about every annoyance I had, with her, my life, my son, and church. I made a provision for sin to conceive and didn't turn away. It's times like these, I realize just how much I really need my Lord and Savior. I feel like, what I perceive Peter felt like when he denied Jesus. My best friend, I have denied knowing. I denied closeness and the love and kindness she deserves. I know she will forgive me. I wish she didn't have to. She is the best wife in the world. She does more for me and our family than anyone could ever realize. She deserves so much more and better from me.

Bible Reading
I have not been able to read much at all lately. Which probably explains my reaction above. I know Stacey has started Leviticus. I hope to finish Exodus today and catch up. *crosses fingers*. I wish I could provide more info than this.

Prayer Request
My anger

Your brother in Christ.

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